The Flame in All of Us

Thousand Foot Krutch came out with a new CD titled The Flame in All of Us. It is GREAT! There is one verse in the song "Favorite Disease" that goes..."sometimes I feel like a monster" that pierced my heart because of how true it is in my life. With my thoughts, words and actions I feel like I'm this monster that wrecks destruction and fear wherever I go. However, the song "My Own Enemy" was written just for me. This truly could be my new theme song. Here are the lyrics:

(Intro Scat: Hold up, oh no, who let them in the door,It’s like a freak show, shake it a like a photo)
Hate, is only what you say, not what you mean,
And Pain, is what’s inside of me, not when you’re bleeding,
I will fall, I’ll fall, and take your breathe away,
We, could change it all, and take your breathe away
This anger changes me, it effects the way I see,
Effects every part of me, and makes you my enemy
But when it falls apart, it’s like a brand new start,
And I can’t remember why, I ripped everything apart
I’m still my worst enemy,
The world around me all can see what they want to see,
I need some help, because I’m still my worst enemy,
No matter where I am, I’ll still get the best of me,
I’m my own enemy
Shake, the world inside of me, until it can’t be shaken,
Wake, the words inside of me, before it’s all too late..
(’cause)I will fall, I’ll fall, and take your breathe away,
We will change, it all, and take your breathe away
This anger changes me, it effects the way I see,
Effects every part of me, and makes you my enemy
But when it falls apart, it’s like a brand new start,
And I can’t remember why, I ripped everything apart
I’m still my worst enemy,
The world around me all can see what they want to see,
I need some help, because I’m still my worst enemy,
No matter where I am, I’ll still get the best of me,
I’m my own enemy (x2)
My own enemy, ……my own enemy