Sometimes I hate being an adult. I hate being responsible, level-headed, clear thinking, and objective. I hate being a parent to my parent. I hate being dependable. I just want to scream at the top of my lungs "IT'S NOT FAIR!" But, was it fair for Job to lose all of his family, possessions, and health. Was it fair that Jesus had to die for my failures and sins. Life is not fair. Or is it? I want to run away but there is no where to run. I just need a hug but there is no one to hug. I just want to cry but I have no more tears. I am afraid that I am slowly becoming...
numb.
2 comments:
i came across your blog through sean's and i read this and felt bad. i am not positive about whats going on, but i can tell you this...being an adult does suck. being reponsible sucks too. i agree with all of that stuff.
sorry to hear tthat you are ready to run away from being an adult.
here is a hug through email (or blog).
Thanks Scott.
At the time my sis and gpa got into another fight that resulted in arrested made and restraining orders. My mom attempted suicide for the second time and I was being put in the middle of all the drama. I just wanted to run away but I had to be the only adult in our whole family. It's getting better. Thanks again, you rock.
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