Moody

Faith is not about moods. My mood should not determine my faith and neither should feelings. I find it amazing how my head can know so much but still not affect my actions. So, lately I have been letting my stupid girl emotions and moods determine the depth (or lack there of) in my relationship with Christ. My mood has been apathy. I just don't care about things that I should have a burning passion for, like telling people about the love of Christ and His gift of salvation. Instead I go on some meaningless rant about some theological issue that has no important value to anyone I'm talking to. So, instead of sharing God's love I usually exhaust myself as well as whoever is around me. And then I get upset because of my rant. So my downward spiral continues. All of that to say I need to change my mood to one of kindness, love, and compassion. Now, if I can just figure out how to do that.